January 30, 2016: The night before, I wore my usual diaper and booster pad to bed. Sometime during the night I woke up to the most marvelous sensation of hot pee pouring out of me and bathing my crotch. I was barely awake enough to register what was happening, and I didn’t interfere with it at all. I don’t think that I even realized I was wearing a diaper. I just felt the heat and the wetness for a moment and went back to sleep. Looks like I’m regressing to wetting in my sleep more often – that was the fourth time in the past five months. Luckily I was well diapered! I kept my diaper on and wet it some more. It got very bulky between my legs. I enjoyed just holding my crotch with both hands to feel how big my protection combo had become. The last time I wet it, I was lying on my side. Big mistake – the diaper leaked into my pajamas and then onto the washable waterproof pad that I use to protect my bed. Oh, well, no real harm done. All the wet things were soon washed and dried.
March 25, 2016: For the first time since January I woke up wetting. This time I was not wearing a diaper, so my briefs and pajamas got wet. Not very wet, since I reflexively stopped the flow. I kinda wish I’d stayed relaxed and continued to wet. Doing so would have been safe, since as usual I was sleeping on my waterproof pad.
March 29, 2016: The night before, I was undiapered. I woke up and thought I was wearing protection, so I started to pee. I quickly realized my mistake, but not before wetting my shorts and pajama bottoms. I got up and went to finish in the toilet. I began to remove my wet PJs but decided instead to leave them on and finish wetting them while sitting on the toilet. I enjoyed once again the feeling of hot pee bathing my most sensitive areas.
April 5, 2016: I went to sleep undiapered the night before. I woke up wetting again in the night and, sadly, reflexively stopped peeing. My briefs and pajama bottoms were wet but not my pad. I wish I could experience relaxed wetting again, whether I’m wearing a diaper or not – as long as I’m sleeping in my own bed, not visiting family or friends!
I’ve now wet in my sleep six times in the past four months, which is a rate of 18 times a year. Just considering recent wettings, 3 in 12 days, I see the rate is 90 per year. Whether I wet 18 or 90 times this year, it will be far more than I have wet in earlier years. Thanks, BPH!
April 12, 2016: I’d not worn a diaper to bed, just my running shorts and t-shirt under my pajamas. About 2:40 AM this morning I woke up wetting . I was lying on my back on my 3'x5’ washable waterproof pad, so there was no danger of wetting my bottom sheet and mattress pad, but I reflexively stopped the flow anyway. After a moment’s hesitation in my groggy state, I decided to relax and resume wetting. The feeling of hot pee pouring out of my body was very pleasant. I wet and wet until my bladder was empty. My pajamas were soaked. I lay in bed wondering what to do. I was under a top sheet and comforter, so I was warm, despite being in wet PJs. I knew I was going to keep wetting whenever I needed to pee. A few minutes later I did just that. And again. And again. My pajama top was wet up my tummy. I rolled over and lay face down, one legs crooked so that my penis was free to pee without my urethra’s being squeezed. Soon I wet again, just a bit. My penis was pointed down, so I didn’t feel hot pee on my tummy. I should have pointed it up but didn’t. I wet like that another time or two. I realized that my wet bottom was in contact with the top sheet and likely getting it wet. Rats, more laundry! I just hoped the comforter was not getting wet, since I can’t wash it at home. Eventually my pajamas were totally soaked and I was beginning to get cold, so I got up, went into the bathroom, and emptied my bladder again. The feeling of hot urine flowing down both legs was outstanding! I stripped my pajamas, shorts, and t-shirt off, then showered. Before going back to bed I removed the soaked pad and wet top sheet, put on a new top sheet, and loaded all the wet things into the washer. The next time I wake up wetting, I hope to stay relaxed and continue to wet without stopping. That would be lovely.
May-October, 2016: My most frequent involuntary occurred in late 2016. Reports of those wettings are in another side blog, gobphus-wetting-2016.tumblr.com.July 21, 2014: I am staying in a Disney World hotel with my entire family. I woke up from a dream in which I was wearing and wetting a pullup diaper like my toddler granddaughter uses – and in reality I was in bed asleep, wetting my briefs and pajamas! In my dream it felt wonderful to relax and wet. I did it twice, waking up only after the second time. I remember how nice it felt to have warm wetness between my legs. After waking up, I checked the sheet under my bottom and it seemed dry. I wanted to masturbate but decided to get up, shower, and wash my underwear and pajamas. I did manage to take some pics of my wet PJs. I also took a short video of myself deliberately wetting my PJs.
December 23, 2014: i woke up feeling a great warmth growing between my legs. I must have begun to wet in my sleep. It took me a few seconds to realize that I had wet my pajamas. I felt my crotch with my hands and it was wet. I wasn’t aroused, just curious how wet I was – and whether I had wet the bed. My sheet was dry, but my PJs felt quite wet, not over a large area, though larger than when I wet the bed in July.
I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to inspect the damage. I lay on the floor and took a picture of my wet crotch. My pajamas were too wet to sleep in without risking a wet bed, so I decided to sit on the toilet and wet them. I pointed my iPhone’s front camera at my crotch, started recording video, relaxed, and intentionally wet my PJs.
December 2, 2015: Last night I dressed in black briefs and plaid pajamas, omitting my favorite diaper and pad combo. Being cautious, while getting ready for bed I drank only enough water to wash down two tiny pills, rather than my usual 20 ounces.I vaguely remember wetting. I felt a warm wetness in my crotch as I released my urine. I didn’t even think I was diapered but I didn’t realize that I was wetting the bed, either. I never even woke up fully until about 2:10 AM, when I woke up and noticed cold wetness on my right thigh. I felt around my groin and legs to see how wet I was. The cold wetness of my soft pajama bottoms extended from my waist midway down my right leg. The sheet under me was wet where my wet pajamas contacted it. As I lay in bed, thinking about what to do, I became vaguely aroused. I reached inside my briefs and found that my penis was pointing down and to the right, held in that position by my tight black briefs. I realized that was why I’d wet the right leg of my pajamas.
When I wet the bed I usually take pictures of the damage, so I got out of my wet bed and went into the bathroom, shut the door, and turned on the light. I lay down on the small blue rug and blue bath mat that partially covered the blue tile floor. I took a couple of pictures of my wet pajamas with my iPhone. The pics didn’t show any obvious wetness. I stripped my pajamas off and looked at my black briefs. Their entire front was obviously soaked, so I lay down again and took another picture:Explicit ContentI took off my soggy briefs and put them and my wet pajamas into the dirty-clothes hamper. I retrieved a towel that I use to protect my chair when I wet in my study and laid it over the wet spot in my bed. I got back into bed and wrote this story.
December 3, 2015: 4 AM here, and I woke up wetting. I realized I wasn’t diapered and stopped. My briefs and pajama bottoms are quite wet, but unlike last night my bed is dry. Looks like I’ll need to take diapers on my upcoming trip. If it weren’t for the trip, I would have liked to keep wetting. It can be very pleasant to wake up wetting and stay relaxed. But I really don’t want to wet while staying with my family! This is the first time I’ve wet two nights in a row when sleeping undiapered. I didn’t do it while sleeping several nights in a B&B a couple of weeks ago. My brain is automating what I had thought I was doing voluntarily. I knew I was taking a chance on this happening, so I got what I deserved.
October 2, 2012: I half woke up and thought about putting on a pullup. A while later I half woke up again and thought I was wearing a pullup, so I started wetting. I felt a stream of hot pee go up the left side of my tummy, which it shouldn’t have done in a pullup, so I stopped the flow and checked. Oops, no pullup, but rather a soaked spot on my pajamas.
I classify this wetting as involuntary because it happened when I was half awake and thus unable to think completely rationally. I intended to wet a diaper, not my pajamas.
October 31, 2013: I woke up at 2:48 A.M. with a big wet spot on my pajamas and no memory of wetting. What a surprise! I hadn’t wet in my sleep like that since I was a young adult. Before that night, I had always woken up to use the toilet or wet my diaper or at least woken up while wetting (4 times in 2 years). Typically I stay dry until I consciously decide to wet my diaper or get up and use the toilet.
I wasn’t aroused initially, although I couldn’t keep my hands off the wet spot. I did manage to massage myself to an erection but fell back to sleep before I could do much with it.
I thought that all my diaper wearing and wetting was changing the way my brain processed signals from my bladder. I quit wearing diapers for a few days and did not have any more accidents. I wondered if I’d wet like that again.
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November 9, 2011: I had decided, for the first time in several nights, not to wear a diaper to bed. I wore just white cotton briefs and an undershirt under my PJs. I woke up sometime during the night. I was lying on my back and immediately sensed that I was wetting. It was an put-of-body experience: my urine seemed to be moving through a tube horizontally right-to-left a foot above my crotch! Pilots have reported out-of-body experiences when their brains are deprived of oxygen during high g-force maneuvers. They feel as if they are looking down at themselves in the cockpit from a position above the aircraft’s tail. In my case I was looking at my penis, I suppose, suspended in mid-air. Very strange. Like some others who have reported wetting the bed as adults, I stopped the flow immediately and felt my crotch to determine how much damage I had done. A small area on my pajamas, maybe 3 inches in diameter, was damp but not soaking. Fortunately my briefs had soaked up most of the urine. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom, sat down on the toilet, pulled down my PJs bottoms and briefs, and peed. The smell of the asparagus in my urine was strong. I took off my PJs bottoms and briefs, washed out the briefs in my sink, and hung them up to dry on the shower door. Wearing just my PJs, I went back to bed.
December 13, 2011: I woke up actually wetting the bed. This was the first time in 45 years that I had wet the bed while asleep. A 4-inch spot, so not awful. As I woke up, I realized that I was wetting. It went on for a few seconds before I realized I should stop wetting. I wasn’t aroused. The sensation was not particularly pleasurable; it was just there. My wetting didn’t frighten me. In fact, I was just trying to decide whether I should relax and finish peeing in bed, or get up and go to the toilet. I got up and finished peeing in the toilet. I compromised by taking off my PJ bottoms but leaving my briefs on and peeing through them. After I finished peeing, I took my briefs off and rinsed them out in the sink, then put my slightly wet PJ bottoms back on and went back to bed.
I didn’t feel embarrassed, just a little worried about whether I had regressed into frequent bedwetting. It would be very embarrassing to wet the bed while visiting family or friends. I wondered which would be more fun, to wake up while wetting and just finish going in bed, or to sleep through the wetting and wake up in a wet bed. Either way sounded awesome, and a potentially dangerous event for a former teen and young adult bedwetter. I thought I’d hate to lose nighttime control again, but I might also love it.
I had been wearing and wetting diapers a lot recently, both at night and during the day. Until I left for a visit with family a few days later, I avoided wearing diapers and wetting my clothes. It was fun, but I wanted to be back in control of my pee.
My hope afterwards was that I would just stay relaxed and let my pee flow unconstrained. The sense of complete relaxation was wonderful!