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January 2018

Wetting in January 2018

January 12, 2018: When I went to bed last night, I had not woken up wetting in almost six weeks. Still, I wore a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up to be safe and because I like the snug fit of this diaper — and because I enjoy wetting diapers deliberately when I wake up needing to pee. I expected I might wet accidentally, since I was exhausted after hardly sleeping the previous night on a 10-hour flight home. Despite my extreme fatigue, I drank a small glass of sherry after supper, knowing the alcohol would make sleep wetting more likely. Getting ready for bed, I drank about a pint of water to wash down my regular pills, including Alfuzosin, which I take to deal with my enlarged prostate, the condition that has led to my wetting the bed occasionally after many years of being reliably dry at night. I got into bed and quickly fell asleep.

Sometime after 4 AM, I became aware that I was wetting my GoSupreme. I continued to wet without clenching. What a lovely sensation of release and relaxation! As I felt my bladder voiding, I began to wonder whether I had begun to pee accidentally. I couldn’t remember deciding to wet, so I concluded I must have begun to pee in my sleep. This is the first time I’ve wet involuntarily in January and thus in 2018. I expect and indeed I hope that it won’t be the last.

January 14, 2018: Just some thoughts about waking up wetting. Sometimes I’m not fully awake at first, so I just experience relaxation, relief, and the sensation of urinating without thinking. This is almost a meditative experience. Then I realize I’m peeing. Then I realize I’m wetting my diaper or my briefs and pajamas. Then I wonder whether I decided to wet or began to wet involuntarily. If I can’t remember deciding to wet, then I classify it as involuntary. In that case I usually pick up my phone and blog about the experience.

January 17, 2018: Just before 5 AM this morning I was dreaming about taking a photograph of my own shadow on the lawn of a particular recreational facility when I suddenly began to urinate. I noticed that I was wetting but I didn’t reflexively clench. Instead I just stayed relaxed and let it happen. I wondered whether I had begun to wet deliberately. Then I realized that I was no longer in the same country as the facility, so I must have been dreaming when I began to wet. I’m not sure when I actually woke up. At some point I decided to grab my phone and blog about the experience. I’m sure that I did actually wet in real life, since just now I reached inside my NorthShore Supreme diaper and verified that the booster pad was very warm and wet. This is the second time that I’ve wet involuntarily in January and in 2018.


January 20, 2018: There’s something magical about 5 AM. Drinking a small of sherry before bed may help too. Maybe being really tired before going to bed could be a factor. Whatever the cause, I was dreaming about making plans to spend a day in Santiago, Chile, when I realized I was wetting. I stayed relaxed and let it happen without interference. I’m not sure when I woke up, but at some point I realized that I was wetting the NorthShore Lite Supreme and booster pad that I had put on just before getting into bed.

Usually I wear one of the much more absorbent Supremes, but I had been wearing the Lite Supreme earlier in the day, when I took it off, still dry, to work out. I wasn’t going to waste a perfectly good diaper, so I boosted its absorbency with a pad and put it back on. I’ve wet it again since waking up, and I’m afraid it’s about to leak: the last time I wet, I could feel urine creeping toward the left side of my pelvis. There, I did it again and felt the same thing, but then I also felt a tickling on my perineum as pee made its way to the booster pad. I checked all around my diapered area and found no telltale wetness. I wet again just now and felt also pee trying to escape at the right side of my groin. Time to go back to sleep, hoping my protection is still sufficient.

I’ve now wet involuntarily 3 times in January and thus in 2018, but all in a span of only 9 nights.

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