April 15, 2018: I had a close call two nights ago. I woke up groggy and almost wet the bed. I thought I was about to pee when I realized I was in bed. I could have wet without much consequence because I sleep on a washable waterproof pad. Only my pajamas and the pad would have gotten soaked. However, I’ve got a streak going of over nine weeks of dry nights, mostly undiapered, and I guess I wanted to keep it going. On the other hand, I would have greatly enjoyed wetting, especially if I had begun to wet without deciding to do so, but had simply let my body do its thing without interference. True incontinence will be upon me soon enough, I expect.
May 15, 2018 After being dry for 13 weeks and 5 nights, I finally woke up wetting again! I was in the middle of a dream when I felt myself begin to pee. Somehow I knew I wasn’t supposed to wet, so I clenched immediately to stop the flow and began to tell myself that I was awake and my dry streak was intact.
As I regained consciousness, I remembered that I had been dreaming but not the dream itself. I remembered wetting very clearly but I did not recall deciding to wet. Wetting just happened. I felt very relaxed while wetting, until I suddenly clenched to stop the flow. When I looked at my clock, I saw that it was 2:00 AM, so I realized I must have wet in my sleep.
I still needed to pee, so I got up and went to the bathroom, taking my phone. I lay on the cool tile floor and took several photos of the damage I’d done to my black briefs and grey pajamas. I was tempted to wet my briefs some more but decided to use the toilet instead. This is the first time in May and the 6th time in 2018 that I’ve woken up wet or wetting.
May 16, 2018: Last night I barely woke up as I was wetting again. Just before bed I had put on a NorthShore Supreme with a booster pad, my favorite nighttime combo, since I thought I might wet again. I had drunk 20 ounces of water too, since I kinda wanted to wet again. After I wet, I went back to sleep almost immediately and have no idea what time of night it happened. This is the 2nd time in May and the 7th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
May 30, 2018: During my hour-long cardio workout yesterday afternoon I kept my GoodNites for girls dry, but as I got off the elliptical machine I suddenly began to wet. What pleasant feelings: relief, relaxation, and warmth!
After walking home in 90-degree heat and showering, I wanted to be padded again, so I put on my favorite ABDL diaper, a Tykables Overnights, which I proceeded to wet occasionally during the evening.
Before going to bed I took off the Tykables. It was only partially yellow inside, indicating that it would hold a night’s worth of urine, so I put it back on and got into bed.
I have only a vague recollection of wetting during the night and don’t know whether I began to wet while asleep, so I’m not claiming another involuntary wetting. Wetting that Tykables after waking up this morning has been so pleasurable this morning that I simply want to share my enjoyment of it here.
June 8, 2018: About 2 AM I began to wake up and became aware of needing to pee. I thought about putting a diaper on and pictured doing so in my mind. Then I realized I was dangerously close to thinking I was already diapered and thus to wetting the bed, so I got up and used the toilet. Another close call!
June 13, 2018: Just before 4 AM I woke up and was lying in bed thinking about a conversation I had had with a friend. I must not have been completely awake, since the friend I was imagining talking with was not the one with whom I had actually spoken. Maybe I was still dreaming, I don’t know. Anyway, I suddenly began to wet. I realized I wasn’t diapered, so I stopped the flow. I felt my crotch. My briefs had a definite wet spot but my pajamas seemed almost dry. I decided that this was an actual involuntary wetting while not yet fully awake, the 1st in June and 8th in 2018.
February 3, 2018: Yesterday I spent almost the whole day diapered. I woke up in a soaked medium NorthShore Supreme with a large booster pad, which I kept on until around noon. Each time I felt an urge to pee, I relaxed and wet my protective combo. By the time I took it off, the diaper and pad were soggy but had not leaked. I cleaned myself with a large NorthShore wipe.
I was undiapered until I needed to pee again, at which time I put on a Lite Supreme and wet it right away, even pressing my hand against my diapered crotch so that I could feel my hot, wet diaper against my perineum. I kept the diaper on until bedtime. While drinking water to wash down some pills I wet my diaper one last time. When I took it off, it was quite wet but again I was spared any leaking.
Before getting into bed, I put on another Supreme and booster pad. My bladder was fairly empty and I was dry when I went to sleep. Once or twice I woke up and wet my diaper-pad combo. About 4:30 AM I woke up again, but this time I was either already wetting or I wet immediately without consciously deciding to. I was confused about what exactly had happened, but I had no recollection of deciding to wet. This is the 1st time this month and the 4th time this year that I’ve wet involuntarily.
February 7, 2018: Last night I wore my first ConfiDry 24/7 diaper to bed. Without a booster pad. I remember squeezing it between my thighs and feeling a small, hard mass, which surprised me. About 3:46 AM I woke up with the sensation that I was urinating. I continued without clenching until I was done. I realized that I was wetting my diaper involuntarily and that I should blog about the incident. This time there was no uncertainty that I had woken up wetting. This was the 2nd time in February and the 5th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
January 12, 2018: When I went to bed last night, I had not woken up wetting in almost six weeks. Still, I wore a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up to be safe and because I like the snug fit of this diaper — and because I enjoy wetting diapers deliberately when I wake up needing to pee. I expected I might wet accidentally, since I was exhausted after hardly sleeping the previous night on a 10-hour flight home. Despite my extreme fatigue, I drank a small glass of sherry after supper, knowing the alcohol would make sleep wetting more likely. Getting ready for bed, I drank about a pint of water to wash down my regular pills, including Alfuzosin, which I take to deal with my enlarged prostate, the condition that has led to my wetting the bed occasionally after many years of being reliably dry at night. I got into bed and quickly fell asleep.
Sometime after 4 AM, I became aware that I was wetting my GoSupreme. I continued to wet without clenching. What a lovely sensation of release and relaxation! As I felt my bladder voiding, I began to wonder whether I had begun to pee accidentally. I couldn’t remember deciding to wet, so I concluded I must have begun to pee in my sleep. This is the first time I’ve wet involuntarily in January and thus in 2018. I expect and indeed I hope that it won’t be the last.
January 14, 2018: Just some thoughts about waking up wetting. Sometimes I’m not fully awake at first, so I just experience relaxation, relief, and the sensation of urinating without thinking. This is almost a meditative experience. Then I realize I’m peeing. Then I realize I’m wetting my diaper or my briefs and pajamas. Then I wonder whether I decided to wet or began to wet involuntarily. If I can’t remember deciding to wet, then I classify it as involuntary. In that case I usually pick up my phone and blog about the experience.
January 17, 2018: Just before 5 AM this morning I was dreaming about taking a photograph of my own shadow on the lawn of a particular recreational facility when I suddenly began to urinate. I noticed that I was wetting but I didn’t reflexively clench. Instead I just stayed relaxed and let it happen. I wondered whether I had begun to wet deliberately. Then I realized that I was no longer in the same country as the facility, so I must have been dreaming when I began to wet. I’m not sure when I actually woke up. At some point I decided to grab my phone and blog about the experience. I’m sure that I did actually wet in real life, since just now I reached inside my NorthShore Supreme diaper and verified that the booster pad was very warm and wet. This is the second time that I’ve wet involuntarily in January and in 2018.
January 20, 2018: There’s something magical about 5 AM. Drinking a small of sherry before bed may help too. Maybe being really tired before going to bed could be a factor. Whatever the cause, I was dreaming about making plans to spend a day in Santiago, Chile, when I realized I was wetting. I stayed relaxed and let it happen without interference. I’m not sure when I woke up, but at some point I realized that I was wetting the NorthShore Lite Supreme and booster pad that I had put on just before getting into bed.
Usually I wear one of the much more absorbent Supremes, but I had been wearing the Lite Supreme earlier in the day, when I took it off, still dry, to work out. I wasn’t going to waste a perfectly good diaper, so I boosted its absorbency with a pad and put it back on. I’ve wet it again since waking up, and I’m afraid it’s about to leak: the last time I wet, I could feel urine creeping toward the left side of my pelvis. There, I did it again and felt the same thing, but then I also felt a tickling on my perineum as pee made its way to the booster pad. I checked all around my diapered area and found no telltale wetness. I wet again just now and felt also pee trying to escape at the right side of my groin. Time to go back to sleep, hoping my protection is still sufficient.
I’ve now wet involuntarily 3 times in January and thus in 2018, but all in a span of only 9 nights.
December 3, 2017: Last night I enjoyed a glass of Pastora Cream Sherry after dinner. Maybe the alcohol contributed to my waking up wetting just after 2 AM. I reflexively stopped urinating quickly enough that my black briefs had only a small wet spot and my pajamas didn’t even feel damp. I slowly realized I wasn’t wearing a diaper, so I didn’t resume wetting but lay in bed thinking that I should document my latest involuntary wetting, but I fell back to sleep. About 4:30 I woke up again. The wet spot on my black briefs was cool to the touch. I needed to pee, so I grabbed my phone and went to the bathroom, where I pulled down my pajama bottoms and briefs, sat on the toilet, began to pee, and wrote up my first involuntary wetting this month and 27th in 2017.
November 1, 2017: A miracle! Last night I drank wine and watched the Dodgers beat the Astros in Game 6 of the World Series, then got ready for bed by putting on a NorthShore Supreme diaper with a large booster pad inside. I drank about a pint of water while taking pills and brushing my teeth. Then I got into bed, lying on my 3’ x 5’ washable waterproof pad. Before I went to sleep, I wet my protective combo at least once, because I remember thinking I would not be able to tell whether I had wet in my sleep if I woke up wet the next morning.
I woke up and wet several times during the night. I remember wondering whether I had begun to wet involuntarily. A couple of times it seemed to me that I knew I was diapered and so did not interfere with my body’s voiding its bladder. I felt that I was wetting without deciding to. I simply realized I was wetting after I’d begun to empty my bladder.
In any case the booster pad in my NorthShore Supreme absorbed my pee slowly enough for me to feel hot urine bathing my man parts, which I really enjoyed. I’m still wearing my bulky wet combo as I write this report. I like to squeeze it between my thighs as I lie in bed recalling the night’s pleasures.
This is the 24th time I have wet involuntarily in 2017 and obviously the first night that it’s happened in November.
November 3, 2017: I woke up about 3:15 AM this morning and began to wet my black briefs before I realized that I wasn’t diapered and stopped the flow. A spot on my briefs the size of my hand is wet and the crotch of my pajama bottoms is damp. I don’t remember deciding to wet, so I’m classifying this wetting as involuntary, the 25th time this year and the 2nd time this month that I’ve wet involuntarily.
November 14, 2017: About 6:10 am I woke up from a dream and began to wet my Space diaper involuntarily. I stopped after a few seconds of relaxed wetting, then resumed and enjoyed feeling fresh hot urine trickle toward my bottom. I was afraid that if I wet anymore my diaper would leak, but I kept doing it anyway. I squeezed my manhood through my soggy diaper and was getting aroused. I was tempted to continue rubbing myself but remembered that today is a Cialis day, meaning I would probably have an opportunity for even greater satisfaction later in the day. This is the 3rd time in November and the 26th time in 2017 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
October 1, 2017: At 1:45 yesterday afternoon I took a 5 mg Valium tablet to prevent claustrophobia during an MRI. At 6:30 yesterday evening I began to drink a small glass of sherry. Around 10:30 last night I went to bed undiapered and woke up just as I began to wet my briefs. I stopped peeing before doing much damage, but the crotch of my briefs is wet and the crotch of my pajamas is damp. What a way to begin October! This is the 23rd time I’ve wet involuntarily in 2017 and the 1st in October.
September 3, 2017: At 11:48 pm last night, about two hours after I got into bed undiapered, I woke up wetting! I was lying on my stomach, enjoying the warm wetness spreading out from my crotch, when I realized that I was wetting and that I wasn’t wearing a diaper. I didn’t clench or otherwise interfere with emptying my bladder but just let Nature take its course and continued wetting until I was done. I lay in bed, savoring the moment. I felt an urge to pee again, so I relaxed and wet a little bit more. My next thought was to take pictures and tell someone. I grabbed my phone and went to the bathroom. I closed the door, turned on the lights, lay down on my back, and took some pics. I needed to pee again, so I wet a little more. Then I stripped off my wet pajama top and bottom, my wet briefs, and my wet undershirt. I didn’t wipe pee off myself but turned off the lights, went back into the bedroom and got an AirSupreme diaper from my closet. I’d run out of pads, so I went back into the bathroom, closed the door, turned on the lights, and put on the diaper. I turned off the lights, went back into the bedroom, and put on dry pajamas. I folded up my wet waterproof pad. I went back to bed. This is the 15th night I’ve wet involuntarily in 2017 and the first since August 3.
September 4, 2017: With my AirSupreme in place after I wet the bed earlier in the night, I freely wet several other times. Mostly, I think, I was awake when I wet. However, the last time it happened, about 7:00 am, I was suddenly aware I was wetting without any recollection of deciding to do so, just as in the majority of my wettings in the past 21 months. Because my 11:48 pm and 7:00 am were over 7 hours apart and under different conditions, I’m counting the later wetting separately as a 16th involuntary wetting in 2017 and the 2nd so far in September.
September 5, 2017: At 2:10 AM I woke up wetting for the second night in a row! As I regained consciousness I felt a growing warmth between my legs and quickly realized I was urinating. This time I didn’t stay relaxed and continue to wet. I vaguely didn’t want to do more laundry. Instead I clenched, stopping the flow, jumped out of bed, took off my pajama bottoms, felt my wet black briefs, went into the bathroom, and sat on the toilet to finish wetting my briefs. I took off my briefs, rinsed them in the sink, and hung them over the shower stall’s door to dry. I went back to the bedroom and felt my pajama bottoms, hoping they were dry or just a little damp. Unfortunately their crotch was definitely wet, so I rinsed it too in the bathroom sink and hung the pj bottoms up to dry. I put on a dry brief, then felt all around my waterproof bed pad, finding only a small damp spot.
This was the 17th time in 2017 and the 3rd time in September that I’ve wet involuntarily in bed.
September 7, 2017: Last night I decided not to wear a diaper to bed but instead to wear my black briefs and black GaryWear PUL pants under my pajamas. I was hoping to have a full-blown accident and wake up as I began to wet, so that I could enjoy the sensation of a massive amount of hot urine flowing from my body and bathing my privates.
Sometime during the night I began to wake up as I involuntarily released a short burst of piss into my shorts. Contrary to my hope, I clenched reflexively, minimizing the amount of urine in my brief. I even thought for a moment that I had only leaked a little, not peed enough to justify saying I’d wet the bed. I went back to sleep.
Now that it’s morning, I’ve checked my briefs again and they’re still quite damp in the crotch. I’d done more than just leak. I did indeed wet myself involuntarily for the 18th night in 2017 and the 4th time in the seven nights of September.
September 8, 2017: Last night I wore a NorthShore Supreme taped brief and a large booster pad to bed. I vaguely remember waking up and wetting, but I don’t remember needing to pee or deciding to pee. I must have just gone back to sleep, rather than reporting it, as I usually try to do. Given the vagueness of my memory and my failure to follow my usual procedure after wetting, I’m calling this another involuntary wetting, the 19th time I’ve wet involuntarily in 2017 and the 5th in six nights in September. Maybe I really do need Imipramine to avoid wetting in my sleep so often.
September 11, 2017: Each of the past three nights I’ve worn a diaper to bed and wet it sometime during the night. My memories of the wettings are vague, which is the main reason that I believe that I began to wet in my sleep, rather than waking up needing to pee and deciding to do it in my diaper. Last night I mainly remember a sort of vibration as I emptied my bladder. My NorthShore Supreme taped brief and booster pad wicked the urine away quickly enough that I didn’t have any feeling of wetness, which is unfortunate. I enjoy hot pee bathing my privates and the complete relaxation and contentment that I often feel when waking up wetting. Counting the past three nights, I have wet involuntarily 22 times in 2017 and 8 of the past 9 nights, so 8 in September.
August 3, 2017: About 2 AM I woke up and realized I was urinating. My crotch felt hot with fresh pee. The sensation of wetting filled my consciousness. I stopped when I remembered that I wasn’t diapered, but not before my black briefs were soaked and my gray pajamas had a small wet spot.
For the past two nights I have intentionally avoided taking Imipramine. I wanted to see whether taking the Imipramine really was the reason I had been wetting in my sleep far less this year. This is the 14th night in 2017 and the 1st night in August that I have wet unintentionally in bed – and the first time this year that I have wet undiapered.
July 3, 2017: About 5:25 this morning I woke up and realized that I was wetting my NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up and that I had been wetting it in the dream I’d been having. In the dream I was aware that I was urinating, but I was unconcerned about doing so. I didn’t wonder whether I was wetting the bed or a diaper because in the dream I wasn’t in bed. In the dream and afterwards I stayed relaxed and didn’t try to stop peeing but just observed, without judgement, what was happening so very naturally. This was the first time in July and the 11th time in 2017 that I had wet involuntarily. What a delightful surprise!
July 16, 2017: Two nights ago I wore a NorthShore GoSupreme pullup to bed with the determination to keep it dry so that I could wear it again the next night. I did in fact get up in the night to use the toilet and the GoSupreme was still dry in the morning. Last night I put the GoSupreme back on and used the toilet before getting into bed. At some point in the night I realized I was wetting my diaper, despite my resolve to keep it dry. I didn’t wet very much and went right back to sleep. I don’t remember deciding to wet, so I’m calling this incident an involuntary wetting, the 12th in 2017 and the 2nd in July so far.
My recollection of waking up and deciding to wet later in the night is much clearer. I remembered that my diaper was already wet, so I relaxed and enjoyed
July 24, 2017: (Lost in Daily Diapers incomplete backup/restore so 13 in 2017 and 3 in July.)
June 2, 2017: Early this morning I woke up needing to pee. Without consciously deciding to, I immediately began to wet my NorthShore Supreme taped brief. This is the 8th night in 2017 that I have wet involuntarily.
June 3, 2017: For the second night in a row I woke up and immediately wet involuntarily. This time I was wearing a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up. This was the 9th night in 2017 that I wet without deciding to do so but just found myself wetting. If I hadn’t been wearing a diaper, i would’ve wet the bed.
I wonder whether I’m beginning another period of frequent involuntary wetting.
June 30, 2017: During the night I wet the GoSupreme pull-up that I’d put on before going to a movie and had wet a few times before going to bed. I remember starting to wet, as I have been doing for my most recent involuntary wettings. What was different about this wetting was that I felt like I was in a dreamlike state. I felt very relaxed. I don’t remember deciding to wet. It just seemed to happen, and I didn’t interfere with the process. One of the most pleasant diaper wettings I’ve had recently. This was my 10th involuntary wetting of 2017 and the 3rd time in June. I’m on pace to wet 20 times this year, just over a third as often as I wet involuntarily last year. Imipramine!
May 18, 2017: About 3 AM I woke up and began to wet my NorthShore Supreme and booster pad. I did not decide to wet – I just wet. I was lying on my back and noticed the flow of hot urine down and across my scrotum. I didn’t interfere with the involuntary action of my body, but stayed relaxed and enjoyed the experience. Afterwards I got up, went into the bathroom, and washed down a 20 mg Cialis tablet with a cup of water. As I drank, I felt another burst of hot urine coming out involuntarily, feeling much like the one in bed. This is the 7th night that I have wet involuntarily in 2017 and the first since March 28, over seven weeks ago, so 1 in May and 0 in April.
January 30, 2016: The night before, I wore my usual diaper and booster pad to bed. Sometime during the night I woke up to the most marvelous sensation of hot pee pouring out of me and bathing my crotch. I was barely awake enough to register what was happening, and I didn’t interfere with it at all. I don’t think that I even realized I was wearing a diaper. I just felt the heat and the wetness for a moment and went back to sleep. Looks like I’m regressing to wetting in my sleep more often – that was the fourth time in the past five months. Luckily I was well diapered! I kept my diaper on and wet it some more. It got very bulky between my legs. I enjoyed just holding my crotch with both hands to feel how big my protection combo had become. The last time I wet it, I was lying on my side. Big mistake – the diaper leaked into my pajamas and then onto the washable waterproof pad that I use to protect my bed. Oh, well, no real harm done. All the wet things were soon washed and dried.
March 25, 2016: For the first time since January I woke up wetting. This time I was not wearing a diaper, so my briefs and pajamas got wet. Not very wet, since I reflexively stopped the flow. I kinda wish I’d stayed relaxed and continued to wet. Doing so would have been safe, since as usual I was sleeping on my waterproof pad.
March 29, 2016: The night before, I was undiapered. I woke up and thought I was wearing protection, so I started to pee. I quickly realized my mistake, but not before wetting my shorts and pajama bottoms. I got up and went to finish in the toilet. I began to remove my wet PJs but decided instead to leave them on and finish wetting them while sitting on the toilet. I enjoyed once again the feeling of hot pee bathing my most sensitive areas.
April 5, 2016: I went to sleep undiapered the night before. I woke up wetting again in the night and, sadly, reflexively stopped peeing. My briefs and pajama bottoms were wet but not my pad. I wish I could experience relaxed wetting again, whether I’m wearing a diaper or not – as long as I’m sleeping in my own bed, not visiting family or friends!
I’ve now wet in my sleep six times in the past four months, which is a rate of 18 times a year. Just considering recent wettings, 3 in 12 days, I see the rate is 90 per year. Whether I wet 18 or 90 times this year, it will be far more than I have wet in earlier years. Thanks, BPH!
April 12, 2016: I’d not worn a diaper to bed, just my running shorts and t-shirt under my pajamas. About 2:40 AM this morning I woke up wetting . I was lying on my back on my 3'x5’ washable waterproof pad, so there was no danger of wetting my bottom sheet and mattress pad, but I reflexively stopped the flow anyway. After a moment’s hesitation in my groggy state, I decided to relax and resume wetting. The feeling of hot pee pouring out of my body was very pleasant. I wet and wet until my bladder was empty. My pajamas were soaked. I lay in bed wondering what to do. I was under a top sheet and comforter, so I was warm, despite being in wet PJs. I knew I was going to keep wetting whenever I needed to pee. A few minutes later I did just that. And again. And again. My pajama top was wet up my tummy. I rolled over and lay face down, one legs crooked so that my penis was free to pee without my urethra’s being squeezed. Soon I wet again, just a bit. My penis was pointed down, so I didn’t feel hot pee on my tummy. I should have pointed it up but didn’t. I wet like that another time or two. I realized that my wet bottom was in contact with the top sheet and likely getting it wet. Rats, more laundry! I just hoped the comforter was not getting wet, since I can’t wash it at home. Eventually my pajamas were totally soaked and I was beginning to get cold, so I got up, went into the bathroom, and emptied my bladder again. The feeling of hot urine flowing down both legs was outstanding! I stripped my pajamas, shorts, and t-shirt off, then showered. Before going back to bed I removed the soaked pad and wet top sheet, put on a new top sheet, and loaded all the wet things into the washer. The next time I wake up wetting, I hope to stay relaxed and continue to wet without stopping. That would be lovely.
May-October, 2016: My most frequent involuntary occurred in late 2016. Reports of those wettings are in another side blog, gobphus-wetting-2016.tumblr.com.July 21, 2014: I am staying in a Disney World hotel with my entire family. I woke up from a dream in which I was wearing and wetting a pullup diaper like my toddler granddaughter uses – and in reality I was in bed asleep, wetting my briefs and pajamas! In my dream it felt wonderful to relax and wet. I did it twice, waking up only after the second time. I remember how nice it felt to have warm wetness between my legs. After waking up, I checked the sheet under my bottom and it seemed dry. I wanted to masturbate but decided to get up, shower, and wash my underwear and pajamas. I did manage to take some pics of my wet PJs. I also took a short video of myself deliberately wetting my PJs.
December 23, 2014: i woke up feeling a great warmth growing between my legs. I must have begun to wet in my sleep. It took me a few seconds to realize that I had wet my pajamas. I felt my crotch with my hands and it was wet. I wasn’t aroused, just curious how wet I was – and whether I had wet the bed. My sheet was dry, but my PJs felt quite wet, not over a large area, though larger than when I wet the bed in July.
I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to inspect the damage. I lay on the floor and took a picture of my wet crotch. My pajamas were too wet to sleep in without risking a wet bed, so I decided to sit on the toilet and wet them. I pointed my iPhone’s front camera at my crotch, started recording video, relaxed, and intentionally wet my PJs.
December 2, 2015: Last night I dressed in black briefs and plaid pajamas, omitting my favorite diaper and pad combo. Being cautious, while getting ready for bed I drank only enough water to wash down two tiny pills, rather than my usual 20 ounces.I vaguely remember wetting. I felt a warm wetness in my crotch as I released my urine. I didn’t even think I was diapered but I didn’t realize that I was wetting the bed, either. I never even woke up fully until about 2:10 AM, when I woke up and noticed cold wetness on my right thigh. I felt around my groin and legs to see how wet I was. The cold wetness of my soft pajama bottoms extended from my waist midway down my right leg. The sheet under me was wet where my wet pajamas contacted it. As I lay in bed, thinking about what to do, I became vaguely aroused. I reached inside my briefs and found that my penis was pointing down and to the right, held in that position by my tight black briefs. I realized that was why I’d wet the right leg of my pajamas.
When I wet the bed I usually take pictures of the damage, so I got out of my wet bed and went into the bathroom, shut the door, and turned on the light. I lay down on the small blue rug and blue bath mat that partially covered the blue tile floor. I took a couple of pictures of my wet pajamas with my iPhone. The pics didn’t show any obvious wetness. I stripped my pajamas off and looked at my black briefs. Their entire front was obviously soaked, so I lay down again and took another picture:Explicit ContentI took off my soggy briefs and put them and my wet pajamas into the dirty-clothes hamper. I retrieved a towel that I use to protect my chair when I wet in my study and laid it over the wet spot in my bed. I got back into bed and wrote this story.
December 3, 2015: 4 AM here, and I woke up wetting. I realized I wasn’t diapered and stopped. My briefs and pajama bottoms are quite wet, but unlike last night my bed is dry. Looks like I’ll need to take diapers on my upcoming trip. If it weren’t for the trip, I would have liked to keep wetting. It can be very pleasant to wake up wetting and stay relaxed. But I really don’t want to wet while staying with my family! This is the first time I’ve wet two nights in a row when sleeping undiapered. I didn’t do it while sleeping several nights in a B&B a couple of weeks ago. My brain is automating what I had thought I was doing voluntarily. I knew I was taking a chance on this happening, so I got what I deserved.
October 2, 2012: I half woke up and thought about putting on a pullup. A while later I half woke up again and thought I was wearing a pullup, so I started wetting. I felt a stream of hot pee go up the left side of my tummy, which it shouldn’t have done in a pullup, so I stopped the flow and checked. Oops, no pullup, but rather a soaked spot on my pajamas.
I classify this wetting as involuntary because it happened when I was half awake and thus unable to think completely rationally. I intended to wet a diaper, not my pajamas.
October 31, 2013: I woke up at 2:48 A.M. with a big wet spot on my pajamas and no memory of wetting. What a surprise! I hadn’t wet in my sleep like that since I was a young adult. Before that night, I had always woken up to use the toilet or wet my diaper or at least woken up while wetting (4 times in 2 years). Typically I stay dry until I consciously decide to wet my diaper or get up and use the toilet.
I wasn’t aroused initially, although I couldn’t keep my hands off the wet spot. I did manage to massage myself to an erection but fell back to sleep before I could do much with it.
I thought that all my diaper wearing and wetting was changing the way my brain processed signals from my bladder. I quit wearing diapers for a few days and did not have any more accidents. I wondered if I’d wet like that again.
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November 9, 2011: I had decided, for the first time in several nights, not to wear a diaper to bed. I wore just white cotton briefs and an undershirt under my PJs. I woke up sometime during the night. I was lying on my back and immediately sensed that I was wetting. It was an put-of-body experience: my urine seemed to be moving through a tube horizontally right-to-left a foot above my crotch! Pilots have reported out-of-body experiences when their brains are deprived of oxygen during high g-force maneuvers. They feel as if they are looking down at themselves in the cockpit from a position above the aircraft’s tail. In my case I was looking at my penis, I suppose, suspended in mid-air. Very strange. Like some others who have reported wetting the bed as adults, I stopped the flow immediately and felt my crotch to determine how much damage I had done. A small area on my pajamas, maybe 3 inches in diameter, was damp but not soaking. Fortunately my briefs had soaked up most of the urine. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom, sat down on the toilet, pulled down my PJs bottoms and briefs, and peed. The smell of the asparagus in my urine was strong. I took off my PJs bottoms and briefs, washed out the briefs in my sink, and hung them up to dry on the shower door. Wearing just my PJs, I went back to bed.
December 13, 2011: I woke up actually wetting the bed. This was the first time in 45 years that I had wet the bed while asleep. A 4-inch spot, so not awful. As I woke up, I realized that I was wetting. It went on for a few seconds before I realized I should stop wetting. I wasn’t aroused. The sensation was not particularly pleasurable; it was just there. My wetting didn’t frighten me. In fact, I was just trying to decide whether I should relax and finish peeing in bed, or get up and go to the toilet. I got up and finished peeing in the toilet. I compromised by taking off my PJ bottoms but leaving my briefs on and peeing through them. After I finished peeing, I took my briefs off and rinsed them out in the sink, then put my slightly wet PJ bottoms back on and went back to bed.
I didn’t feel embarrassed, just a little worried about whether I had regressed into frequent bedwetting. It would be very embarrassing to wet the bed while visiting family or friends. I wondered which would be more fun, to wake up while wetting and just finish going in bed, or to sleep through the wetting and wake up in a wet bed. Either way sounded awesome, and a potentially dangerous event for a former teen and young adult bedwetter. I thought I’d hate to lose nighttime control again, but I might also love it.
I had been wearing and wetting diapers a lot recently, both at night and during the day. Until I left for a visit with family a few days later, I avoided wearing diapers and wetting my clothes. It was fun, but I wanted to be back in control of my pee.
My hope afterwards was that I would just stay relaxed and let my pee flow unconstrained. The sense of complete relaxation was wonderful!