Wetting in September 2017
September 3, 2017: At 11:48 pm last night, about two hours after I got into bed undiapered, I woke up wetting! I was lying on my stomach, enjoying the warm wetness spreading out from my crotch, when I realized that I was wetting and that I wasn’t wearing a diaper. I didn’t clench or otherwise interfere with emptying my bladder but just let Nature take its course and continued wetting until I was done. I lay in bed, savoring the moment. I felt an urge to pee again, so I relaxed and wet a little bit more. My next thought was to take pictures and tell someone. I grabbed my phone and went to the bathroom. I closed the door, turned on the lights, lay down on my back, and took some pics. I needed to pee again, so I wet a little more. Then I stripped off my wet pajama top and bottom, my wet briefs, and my wet undershirt. I didn’t wipe pee off myself but turned off the lights, went back into the bedroom and got an AirSupreme diaper from my closet. I’d run out of pads, so I went back into the bathroom, closed the door, turned on the lights, and put on the diaper. I turned off the lights, went back into the bedroom, and put on dry pajamas. I folded up my wet waterproof pad. I went back to bed. This is the 15th night I’ve wet involuntarily in 2017 and the first since August 3.
September 4, 2017: With my AirSupreme in place after I wet the bed earlier in the night, I freely wet several other times. Mostly, I think, I was awake when I wet. However, the last time it happened, about 7:00 am, I was suddenly aware I was wetting without any recollection of deciding to do so, just as in the majority of my wettings in the past 21 months. Because my 11:48 pm and 7:00 am were over 7 hours apart and under different conditions, I’m counting the later wetting separately as a 16th involuntary wetting in 2017 and the 2nd so far in September.
September 5, 2017: At 2:10 AM I woke up wetting for the second night in a row! As I regained consciousness I felt a growing warmth between my legs and quickly realized I was urinating. This time I didn’t stay relaxed and continue to wet. I vaguely didn’t want to do more laundry. Instead I clenched, stopping the flow, jumped out of bed, took off my pajama bottoms, felt my wet black briefs, went into the bathroom, and sat on the toilet to finish wetting my briefs. I took off my briefs, rinsed them in the sink, and hung them over the shower stall’s door to dry. I went back to the bedroom and felt my pajama bottoms, hoping they were dry or just a little damp. Unfortunately their crotch was definitely wet, so I rinsed it too in the bathroom sink and hung the pj bottoms up to dry. I put on a dry brief, then felt all around my waterproof bed pad, finding only a small damp spot.
This was the 17th time in 2017 and the 3rd time in September that I’ve wet involuntarily in bed.
September 7, 2017: Last night I decided not to wear a diaper to bed but instead to wear my black briefs and black GaryWear PUL pants under my pajamas. I was hoping to have a full-blown accident and wake up as I began to wet, so that I could enjoy the sensation of a massive amount of hot urine flowing from my body and bathing my privates.
Sometime during the night I began to wake up as I involuntarily released a short burst of piss into my shorts. Contrary to my hope, I clenched reflexively, minimizing the amount of urine in my brief. I even thought for a moment that I had only leaked a little, not peed enough to justify saying I’d wet the bed. I went back to sleep.
Now that it’s morning, I’ve checked my briefs again and they’re still quite damp in the crotch. I’d done more than just leak. I did indeed wet myself involuntarily for the 18th night in 2017 and the 4th time in the seven nights of September.
September 8, 2017: Last night I wore a NorthShore Supreme taped brief and a large booster pad to bed. I vaguely remember waking up and wetting, but I don’t remember needing to pee or deciding to pee. I must have just gone back to sleep, rather than reporting it, as I usually try to do. Given the vagueness of my memory and my failure to follow my usual procedure after wetting, I’m calling this another involuntary wetting, the 19th time I’ve wet involuntarily in 2017 and the 5th in six nights in September. Maybe I really do need Imipramine to avoid wetting in my sleep so often.
September 11, 2017: Each of the past three nights I’ve worn a diaper to bed and wet it sometime during the night. My memories of the wettings are vague, which is the main reason that I believe that I began to wet in my sleep, rather than waking up needing to pee and deciding to do it in my diaper. Last night I mainly remember a sort of vibration as I emptied my bladder. My NorthShore Supreme taped brief and booster pad wicked the urine away quickly enough that I didn’t have any feeling of wetness, which is unfortunate. I enjoy hot pee bathing my privates and the complete relaxation and contentment that I often feel when waking up wetting. Counting the past three nights, I have wet involuntarily 22 times in 2017 and 8 of the past 9 nights, so 8 in September.
