Wetting in Spring 2018

April 15, 2018: I had a close call two nights ago. I woke up groggy and almost wet the bed. I thought I was about to pee when I realized I was in bed. I could have wet without much consequence because I sleep on a washable waterproof pad. Only my pajamas and the pad would have gotten soaked. However, I’ve got a streak going of over nine weeks of dry nights, mostly undiapered, and I guess I wanted to keep it going. On the other hand, I would have greatly enjoyed wetting, especially if I had begun to wet without deciding to do so, but had simply let my body do its thing without interference. True incontinence will be upon me soon enough, I expect.

May 15, 2018 After being dry for 13 weeks and 5 nights, I finally woke up wetting again! I was in the middle of a dream when I felt myself begin to pee. Somehow I knew I wasn’t supposed to wet, so I clenched immediately to stop the flow and began to tell myself that I was awake and my dry streak was intact.

As I regained consciousness, I remembered that I had been dreaming but not the dream itself. I remembered wetting very clearly but I did not recall deciding to wet. Wetting just happened. I felt very relaxed while wetting, until I suddenly clenched to stop the flow. When I looked at my clock, I saw that it was 2:00 AM, so I realized I must have wet in my sleep.

I still needed to pee, so I got up and went to the bathroom, taking my phone. I lay on the cool tile floor and took several photos of the damage I’d done to my black briefs and grey pajamas. I was tempted to wet my briefs some more but decided to use the toilet instead. This is the first time in May and the 6th time in 2018 that I’ve woken up wet or wetting.

May 16, 2018: Last night I barely woke up as I was wetting again. Just before bed I had put on a NorthShore Supreme with a booster pad, my favorite nighttime combo, since I thought I might wet again. I had drunk 20 ounces of water too, since I kinda wanted to wet again. After I wet, I went back to sleep almost immediately and have no idea what time of night it happened. This is the 2nd time in May and the 7th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.

May 30, 2018: During my hour-long cardio workout yesterday afternoon I kept my GoodNites for girls dry, but as I got off the elliptical machine I suddenly began to wet. What pleasant feelings: relief, relaxation, and warmth!

After walking home in 90-degree heat and showering, I wanted to be padded again, so I put on my favorite ABDL diaper, a Tykables Overnights, which I proceeded to wet occasionally during the evening.

Before going to bed I took off the Tykables. It was only partially yellow inside, indicating that it would hold a night’s worth of urine, so I put it back on and got into bed.

I have only a vague recollection of wetting during the night and don’t know whether I began to wet while asleep, so I’m not claiming another involuntary wetting. Wetting that Tykables after waking up this morning has been so pleasurable this morning that I simply want to share my enjoyment of it here.

June 8, 2018: About 2 AM I began to wake up and became aware of needing to pee. I thought about putting a diaper on and pictured doing so in my mind. Then I realized I was dangerously close to thinking I was already diapered and thus to wetting the bed, so I got up and used the toilet. Another close call!

June 13, 2018: Just before 4 AM I woke up and was lying in bed thinking about a conversation I had had with a friend. I must not have been completely awake, since the friend I was imagining talking with was not the one with whom I had actually spoken. Maybe I was still dreaming, I don’t know. Anyway, I suddenly began to wet. I realized I wasn’t diapered, so I stopped the flow. I felt my crotch. My briefs had a definite wet spot but my pajamas seemed almost dry. I decided that this was an actual involuntary wetting while not yet fully awake, the 1st in June and 8th in 2018.