Wetting in Summer 2018
June 22, 2018: I began to wet in my sleep again tonight. I remember beginning to wet my Rearz Seduction but not deciding to wet. I clenched reflexively, realized I was diapered, relaxed, and resumed wetting. This is the 2nd time in June and the 9th time this year thatbive wet involuntarily.
June 25, 2018: About 2 AM tonight I half woke up and began to wet my black briefs and gray pajamas. The odd thing was that I rationalized that it was okay to wet myself, in contrast to my feeling now that it was a silly thing to do. When I was much younger, I sometimes made similar rationalizations. This time, though, as I woke up I stopped the flow of urine from my body before my bladder was empty. I got up, went into the bathroom, pulled down my pajama bottoms, which were slightly damp in one spot, sat down on the toilet, and emptied my bladder into my briefs. I was disappointed that I didn’t feel more warmth as I finished wetting myself. I stood up, pulled off my soaked briefs, rinsed them out in the sink, wiped my crotch with them, and hung them up to dry. I’ll have to wash them later today, along with my pajamas, which I put back on before getting back into bed. This is the 3rd time in June and the 10th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily (in the sense of not being fully awake and rational when I began to wet).
June 28, 2018: Just before 2 AM tonight I woke up and realized I was urinating. The nice thing about the experience was that I didn’t interfere with what was happening but just observed myself peeing. As I continued to empty my bladder, I realized that I was wearing protection. Perhaps that was why I didn’t clench to stop the flow, but that was not why I began to urinate in the first place. I remember nothing about the experience before waking up already wetting. Since I’m staying at an Airbnb for a week, I have a supply of NorthShore GoSupreme pull-ups for just such occasions. The one I just wet — and have continued to wet as I write this report — is the one I wore on my flight here two days ago and kept dry through that night. Unlike some nights when I have waked up wetting, this time I had no doubt that I’d begun to wet involuntarily. This is the 4th time in June and the 11th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
August 1, 2018: About 3:30 this morning I began to wet as I was coming out of a dream about Minecraft. I didn’t decide to wet — it just happened. I stayed relaxed and continued to wet. Relaxed wetting like this is my favorite way to wet. I am visiting family, so it’s a good thing that I brought protection for every night of my stay. Tonight I am wearing a NorthShore Supreme. This time I didn’t pack my washable waterproof pad, so I’ll have to be careful not to wet too much later tonight or in the morning. This is the 1st time in August and the 12th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily, so I’m on pace to wet 20 times this year, down from the 27 times I wet involuntarily in 2017 and way down from the 58 times in 2016.
August 14, 2018: Once again I was dreaming about Minecraft when I began to wet. I gradually woke up as I continued to wet without clenching. Whether I was diapered or not never crossed my mind. I thought I might have begun to wet in my sleep. By the time I was fully awake, I was sure I was wetting involuntarily. At last I remembered that I was wearing the Tykables Overnights diaper that I had put on late yesterday afternoon after working out and showering. I reached for my phone to document the experience and noticed it was 5:50 AM. This was my 2nd involuntary wetting in August and 13th in 2018.
August 16, 2018: Another Minecraft dream, another wetting! As I was dreaming I became aware that I was wetting. I just observed myself peeing and didn’t interfere. I realized I was wearing a diaper when I felt wetness at my left hip. I quickly flipped from my side to my back so that my urine would flow more toward the center of my diaper. It’s 4:34 AM and I am still wearing that diaper, a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up that I put on about 12 hours ago and have been wetting occasionally ever since, both asleep and awake. This is the 3rd time in August and the 14th time in 2018 that I have wet involuntarily.
August 20, 2018: Tonight about 2 AM I became conscious of wetting my NorthShore Supreme diaper. Fortunately I didn’t clench or otherwise interfere with my bladder’s voiding itself, but simply observed its happening. For a while after waking up I thought I must have wet deliberately, but as time passed I realized that I had been dreaming when I began to wet, much like the Minecraft dream wettings of the past week. Now my diaper is quite swollen and feels great between my legs, especially when I squeeze it with my thighs. This is the 4th time in August and the 15th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
August 29, 2018: I totally soaked my NorthShore Supreme during the night and after waking up this morning. My diaper leaked up the back and made a salad-plate-sized wet spot on my bed. But wetting felt sooo good! I may even have not been fully awake when I wet during the night. That’s why I’m posting here. I remember being aware of wetting during the night but I felt strange, so I think I was not fully awake when I began to wet. This was the 5th time in August and 16th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
September 20, 2018: 3:00 AM seems to be a magic time for me. I woke up wetting just now. I wasn’t dreaming. First I became aware of urinating, followed quickly by the realization that I was wearing a diaper. Fortunately I didn’t reflexively clench but just let it happen as I observed it. After my bladder was empty, I realized I had wet involuntarily. This is the 1st time in September and 17th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.
