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Wetting in Fall 2018

October 5, 2018: I remember waking up during the night and immediately starting to wet my diaper without deciding to. I lay in bed for a little while, thinking I should write up the experience, but at the time I was confounding my wetting with some sort of food-related dream. I went back and forth between thinking I should post about food in my main blog and thinking I should write about wetting in this side blog. I ended up just going back to sleep. This was the 1st time in October and the 18th time in 2018 that I wet involuntarily.

November 12, 2018: Sometime during the night I woke up and became aware that I was urinating and that my urine was flowing over my right hip, so I stopped peeing briefly. I knew I was wearing a diaper (a Tykables Overnights), so I reached inside my diaper to make sure my penis was pointed down and resumed wetting. Still my urine seemed to be pooling in my pubic area, threatening to flow over my right hip and leak out the top of my diaper. In fact, I later discovered, the top right sides of my briefs and pajama bottoms were wet, as were the bottom right sides of my undershirt and pajama top.

The odd thing about this wetting was the consistency of the fluid I produced. Although I have no memory of sexual arousal during the night and never detected an erection, when I reached inside my diaper I found that some of the fluid around my penis was a viscous liquid that seemed more like precum than urine or semen. My penis was slick with it. I even went into my bathroom, untaped my Tykables, looked inside, got some of the liquid on my fingers, and smelled and tasted it. It was clear, like precum. Maybe I had a wet dream, which for me is highly unusual. Even in my sexual prime, I didn’t have wet dreams.

This was the first time in November and the 19th time in 2018 that I have wet involuntarily.


November 23, 2018: In the middle of the night I woke up just as I began to wet my NorthShore Supreme diaper. I stayed relaxed and let it happen. I thought to myself that I should blog about the experience, but instead I just went back to sleep. Perhaps I wet because of all the Pinot Noir I drank at Thanksgiving dinner. This was the 2nd time in November and the 20th time in 2018 that I wet involuntarily.

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Wetting in Summer 2018

June 22, 2018: I began to wet in my sleep again tonight. I remember beginning to wet my Rearz Seduction but not deciding to wet. I clenched reflexively, realized I was diapered, relaxed, and resumed wetting. This is the 2nd time in June and the 9th time this year thatbive wet involuntarily.

June 25, 2018: About 2 AM tonight I half woke up and began to wet my black briefs and gray pajamas. The odd thing was that I rationalized that it was okay to wet myself, in contrast to my feeling now that it was a silly thing to do. When I was much younger, I sometimes made similar rationalizations. This time, though, as I woke up I stopped the flow of urine from my body before my bladder was empty. I got up, went into the bathroom, pulled down my pajama bottoms, which were slightly damp in one spot, sat down on the toilet, and emptied my bladder into my briefs. I was disappointed that I didn’t feel more warmth as I finished wetting myself. I stood up, pulled off my soaked briefs, rinsed them out in the sink, wiped my crotch with them, and hung them up to dry. I’ll have to wash them later today, along with my pajamas, which I put back on before getting back into bed. This is the 3rd time in June and the 10th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily (in the sense of not being fully awake and rational when I began to wet).

June 28, 2018: Just before 2 AM tonight I woke up and realized I was urinating. The nice thing about the experience was that I didn’t interfere with what was happening but just observed myself peeing. As I continued to empty my bladder, I realized that I was wearing protection. Perhaps that was why I didn’t clench to stop the flow, but that was not why I began to urinate in the first place. I remember nothing about the experience before waking up already wetting. Since I’m staying at an Airbnb for a week, I have a supply of NorthShore GoSupreme pull-ups for just such occasions. The one I just wet — and have continued to wet as I write this report — is the one I wore on my flight here two days ago and kept dry through that night. Unlike some nights when I have waked up wetting, this time I had no doubt that I’d begun to wet involuntarily. This is the 4th time in June and the 11th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.

August 1, 2018: About 3:30 this morning I began to wet as I was coming out of a dream about Minecraft. I didn’t decide to wet — it just happened. I stayed relaxed and continued to wet. Relaxed wetting like this is my favorite way to wet. I am visiting family, so it’s a good thing that I brought protection for every night of my stay. Tonight I am wearing a NorthShore Supreme. This time I didn’t pack my washable waterproof pad, so I’ll have to be careful not to wet too much later tonight or in the morning. This is the 1st time in August and the 12th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily, so I’m on pace to wet 20 times this year, down from the 27 times I wet involuntarily in 2017 and way down from the 58 times in 2016.

August 14, 2018: Once again I was dreaming about Minecraft when I began to wet. I gradually woke up as I continued to wet without clenching. Whether I was diapered or not never crossed my mind. I thought I might have begun to wet in my sleep. By the time I was fully awake, I was sure I was wetting involuntarily. At last I remembered that I was wearing the Tykables Overnights diaper that I had put on late yesterday afternoon after working out and showering. I reached for my phone to document the experience and noticed it was 5:50 AM. This was my 2nd involuntary wetting in August and 13th in 2018.

August 16, 2018: Another Minecraft dream, another wetting! As I was dreaming I became aware that I was wetting. I just observed myself peeing and didn’t interfere. I realized I was wearing a diaper when I felt wetness at my left hip. I quickly flipped from my side to my back so that my urine would flow more toward the center of my diaper. It’s 4:34 AM and I am still wearing that diaper, a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up that I put on about 12 hours ago and have been wetting occasionally ever since, both asleep and awake. This is the 3rd time in August and the 14th time in 2018 that I have wet involuntarily.

August 20, 2018: Tonight about 2 AM I became conscious of wetting my NorthShore Supreme diaper. Fortunately I didn’t clench or otherwise interfere with my bladder’s voiding itself, but simply observed its happening. For a while after waking up I thought I must have wet deliberately, but as time passed I realized that I had been dreaming when I began to wet, much like the Minecraft dream wettings of the past week. Now my diaper is quite swollen and feels great between my legs, especially when I squeeze it with my thighs. This is the 4th time in August and the 15th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.

August 29, 2018: I totally soaked my NorthShore Supreme during the night and after waking up this morning. My diaper leaked up the back and made a salad-plate-sized wet spot on my bed. But wetting felt sooo good! I may even have not been fully awake when I wet during the night. That’s why I’m posting here. I remember being aware of wetting during the night but I felt strange, so I think I was not fully awake when I began to wet. This was the 5th time in August and 16th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.


September 20, 2018: 3:00 AM seems to be a magic time for me. I woke up wetting just now. I wasn’t dreaming. First I became aware of urinating, followed quickly by the realization that I was wearing a diaper. Fortunately I didn’t reflexively clench but just let it happen as I observed it. After my bladder was empty, I realized I had wet involuntarily. This is the 1st time in September and 17th time in 2018 that I’ve wet involuntarily.

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Wetting in January 2018

January 12, 2018: When I went to bed last night, I had not woken up wetting in almost six weeks. Still, I wore a NorthShore GoSupreme pull-up to be safe and because I like the snug fit of this diaper — and because I enjoy wetting diapers deliberately when I wake up needing to pee. I expected I might wet accidentally, since I was exhausted after hardly sleeping the previous night on a 10-hour flight home. Despite my extreme fatigue, I drank a small glass of sherry after supper, knowing the alcohol would make sleep wetting more likely. Getting ready for bed, I drank about a pint of water to wash down my regular pills, including Alfuzosin, which I take to deal with my enlarged prostate, the condition that has led to my wetting the bed occasionally after many years of being reliably dry at night. I got into bed and quickly fell asleep.

Sometime after 4 AM, I became aware that I was wetting my GoSupreme. I continued to wet without clenching. What a lovely sensation of release and relaxation! As I felt my bladder voiding, I began to wonder whether I had begun to pee accidentally. I couldn’t remember deciding to wet, so I concluded I must have begun to pee in my sleep. This is the first time I’ve wet involuntarily in January and thus in 2018. I expect and indeed I hope that it won’t be the last.

January 14, 2018: Just some thoughts about waking up wetting. Sometimes I’m not fully awake at first, so I just experience relaxation, relief, and the sensation of urinating without thinking. This is almost a meditative experience. Then I realize I’m peeing. Then I realize I’m wetting my diaper or my briefs and pajamas. Then I wonder whether I decided to wet or began to wet involuntarily. If I can’t remember deciding to wet, then I classify it as involuntary. In that case I usually pick up my phone and blog about the experience.

January 17, 2018: Just before 5 AM this morning I was dreaming about taking a photograph of my own shadow on the lawn of a particular recreational facility when I suddenly began to urinate. I noticed that I was wetting but I didn’t reflexively clench. Instead I just stayed relaxed and let it happen. I wondered whether I had begun to wet deliberately. Then I realized that I was no longer in the same country as the facility, so I must have been dreaming when I began to wet. I’m not sure when I actually woke up. At some point I decided to grab my phone and blog about the experience. I’m sure that I did actually wet in real life, since just now I reached inside my NorthShore Supreme diaper and verified that the booster pad was very warm and wet. This is the second time that I’ve wet involuntarily in January and in 2018.


January 20, 2018: There’s something magical about 5 AM. Drinking a small of sherry before bed may help too. Maybe being really tired before going to bed could be a factor. Whatever the cause, I was dreaming about making plans to spend a day in Santiago, Chile, when I realized I was wetting. I stayed relaxed and let it happen without interference. I’m not sure when I woke up, but at some point I realized that I was wetting the NorthShore Lite Supreme and booster pad that I had put on just before getting into bed.

Usually I wear one of the much more absorbent Supremes, but I had been wearing the Lite Supreme earlier in the day, when I took it off, still dry, to work out. I wasn’t going to waste a perfectly good diaper, so I boosted its absorbency with a pad and put it back on. I’ve wet it again since waking up, and I’m afraid it’s about to leak: the last time I wet, I could feel urine creeping toward the left side of my pelvis. There, I did it again and felt the same thing, but then I also felt a tickling on my perineum as pee made its way to the booster pad. I checked all around my diapered area and found no telltale wetness. I wet again just now and felt also pee trying to escape at the right side of my groin. Time to go back to sleep, hoping my protection is still sufficient.

I’ve now wet involuntarily 3 times in January and thus in 2018, but all in a span of only 9 nights.

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